In the heat of the moment, Erwin is and has been giving mixed signals this whole time. He'll realise that later on, when cooler heads prevail, and make a quiet vow to be more direct in the future. It's so rare for he and Levi to be out of step with each other that when it does happen, it takes him by surprise.
Erwin leans his hips back when he feels Levi move his hand between them, and he groans against Levi's lips when he first touches him and then pops the button of his fly. His cock pushes out of the gap in his pants, aided by both gravity and Erwin pushing his hips forward, and he shoves it into Levi's hand. They're only separated by the thin fabric layer of Erwin's underwear now, and Erwin drops his head down to rest on the pillow next to Levi's ear. He's panting through his mouth, his entire body trembling and keyed up, and his hand clenches into a fist against the mattress.
This is entirely new territory for both of them in many ways. It is strange, and it might take a little while for them to figure it out. But they'll get there, eventually.
He scrapes nails lightly at the soft fuzz of hair at the back of Erwin's neck, nuzzles against his cheek and loses a sharp exhale when Erwin pleads and says his name like that. The sound seems to tingle all down his spine, making him shiver and something stir low in his own belly. He can feel some arousal happening, but it's easy enough to ignore in favor of Erwin pushing his barely covered cock into his hand. It's not the best angle for it, especially given the size difference between them, Levi can really only barely reach him.
"Come here," he instructs gently, voice coming out a little rougher than he expects, and guides Erwin a little closer. He'll have to arch his back to shift forward. It'd be more comfortable for them both on his back, but truthfully, Levi gets the impression that it won't take much.
After a bit, Erwin is close enough that Levi can rub his palm along his length, feel the shape of him just beneath the fabric. He swears under his breath, licks his lips, feeling his heart beating heavily. And then he slides his hand past cloth to find heated, silky skin. A thick dampness greets his palm as precome smears against his hand. It should be disgusting, but instead it's just stupidly hot, to feel physical proof of just how far gone Erwin is already.
"Fuck Erwin-" his voice is hoarse as he rubs his palm slowly along every inch he can reach, carefully wraps his fingers around thickness of him and feels a very distinct twinge between his own legs.
Levi gives a few inexperienced, but experimental tugs, careful not to be too rough.
They always figure things out, sooner or later. As long as they're together, and have time, nothing can stop them.
Erwin grunts softly and squirms upwards at Levi's instructions. Levi could tell him to do almost anything right now, and Erwin would obey without question. It's not often that he gets to let go like this, to let someone else take the reins and guide him; it's so hard for him to cede control. There needs to be a deep trust built up for him to even consider it. With Levi, like this, it comes naturally, without Erwin even thinking about it.
He pants, open-mouthed, into Levi's ear as Levi swears quietly and then gets his hand inside Erwin's pants. The feel of his hand on him has Erwin shuddering, his entire body gone tight and aching with need, and it's a physical battle to not explode immediately.
Then Levi starts urging him onward, and Erwin is rendered helpless, all his resistances crumbling like sandcastles built along the shore.
"Levi, I'm... I'm..."
That's all the warning Levi is going to get, before Erwin is shivering helplessly and coming into his hand.
The way that Erwin says his name just before he comes, hot and breathless into his ear, imprints immediately into his memory. It stops his breath, makes his heart stutter, but in the next few heartbeats he feels something warm and thick land on his bare torso and begin to coat his hand as Erwin climaxes above him. Levi clings to him, his other hand tight and steadying at the back of his neck and breathing hard along with him. A few more tugs, a few more ribbons of cum land on his skin, and he shivers underneath Erwin trembling above him.
A strange feeling seems to come over him, a tingling in his limbs and fingers and toes, almost as though he'd been the one who'd orgasmed. Levi turns his face to press into Erwin's cheek, breathing, holding, taking in the scent and the feeling of...everything, in this moment. He leaves a kiss at the corner of his lips, on his cheek, his jaw, his brow, his nose, and finally seeks his lips. When his mind catches up, he'll be sure to get Erwin to collapse not directly on top of him so as not to cement them together with the mess rapidly cooling on his skin. The more time passes, the more he becomes aware of it on his stomach, chest, between his fingers.
"Hey," he mumbles softly, bumping their noses together. "Still with me?"
Erwin notices Levi's kisses, but he doesn't have the capacity to respond to them until Levi reaches his mouth. That gets Erwin's attention, at least part of it, and he gamely kisses him back.
Slowly, the world is creeping back in. The aftershocks of his orgasm are dying away, and Erwin focuses his eyes down the length of his nose so he can see Levi.
"Yes." His breath comes out in a rumbling sigh. "Still with you. Always."
With that, Erwin slowly crumples over onto his right side, landing next to Levi on the bed. Even as content and empty-headed as he is right now, he knows Levi wouldn't want him falling on him and spreading his come around.
He tries to make that collapse a little easier, guiding him down and shuffling pillows around so as not to put too much pressure on the stump. Eventually, one-handed himself (because he can't touch anything until he's clean, and that needs to be soon, holding the soiled hand a little away form himself and focusing on Erwin more than the voice in his head telling him to scrub), he gets Erwin situated more comfortably. Sitting beside him, he drops a soft kiss to the top of his head, brushing blonde hair away from his face with his clean hand.
"Feel better?" Levi asks quietly, looking down at him. He...looks better. Relaxed, in a very different way than he has previously.
Fortunately, Erwin only touched Levi and the bed sheets with his hand, so he assumes it's still clean enough for Levi's standards. He reaches up and snags Levi's hand when he touches his hair, bringing it to his mouth so he can kiss his knuckles.
Erwin makes a long, affirmative humming noise in response to Levi's question before looking up at him with hazy, blissed out eyes. "Yes." He presses another kiss to Levi's hand before releasing him. "Go get cleaned up, then come back?"
Levi did the dirty work today and got splattered, and Erwin knows that must be bothering him. Hopefully his washing won't take long and he can come back and cuddle for awhile afterwards, before Erwin falls asleep.
For just a moment more, Levi gazes at him, letting the sight of Erwin relaxed and content sink into his memory. Sex hasn't mattered to them up to this point, apparently might not have even been possible if it had, but he's glad that despite their mutual fumbling, he's glad that they managed to make it work and he could give Erwin this.
Something almost like a smile flickers on his face before he leans in and drops a soft, grateful kiss to Erwin's forehead.
"Okay..." Another follows for good measure, as he mumbles into blonde hair. "Thanks." He doesn't need permission to go, but it's everything just to have that understanding even so.
He slips away, glancing back at Erwin once with an unreadable expression and a funny feeling in his chest, and goes to wash. He'd prefer a shower, but even with his expedited routine, he doesn't want to keep Erwin waiting too long. So he just scrubs thoroughly at all of his skin, strips his remaining clothing to wash and pulls on something more comfortable - one of Erwin's shirts, in fact, buttoned only halfway.
Eventually, Levi returns to Erwin - his Commander, his lover, his husband - bringing a warm damp cloth in case there's anything he missed, and offers it as he settles next to him on the bed, half propped with pillows against the headboard.
While Levi is busy cleaning up, Erwin slips into a light doze while he enjoys the afterglow. It's the warm towel in his hand that rousts him, and he smiles sleepily up at Levi as he dabs at his chest. It's a half-hearted effort at best--he trusts Levi to have gotten the mess earlier, but he'll still make a few token passes before using a corner of the cloth to dry himself off.
"Hi." Levi, what are you doing leaning against the headboard? Erwin reaches for him, with the clear intent to pull him down and against his chest.
He just wanted to make sure there wasn't anything leftover, because it would be a rude awakening to realize what that is in the middle of the night when he's actually trying to sleep.
So fine, he sets it off to the side with their shirts - he can wash everything later - and lets Erwin tug him down. He'd had more intention to wait until Erwin fell asleep and then go about his night until he is actually ready for bed...
...but no, this is nice, especially because it's become no secret between them that he loves to bury his face in Erwin's chest. Which he does now, happily, and holds him close.
That would be gross, and Erwin will be thankful for Levi's diligence later on. Right now, he's too floppy and warm and delightfully empty-headed to really care.
Erwin makes a soft, happy purring sound when Levi joins him, and he wraps his arm tight around Levi's shoulders. He's well aware that Levi will probably get up and do other things for awhile, but Erwin appreciates him sticking around as he drifts off. This time, Levi shouldn't be too inconvenienced; Erwin can already feel sleep tugging him down.
"Should do that again sometime." He plants a kiss on the top of Levi's head.
This is certainly more familiar ground. That sound tingles pleasantly down his spine in a contented sort of way, and Levi leaves a few kisses to Erwin's chest and collar bones, snuggling closer. Now, skin on skin and the warmth of it feels soothing, enough that he might doze a little himself. Levi tangles their legs, scratches fondly at a place between Erwin's shoulder blades, and just hums softly in agreement.
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Date: 2023-12-04 12:55 pm (UTC)Erwin leans his hips back when he feels Levi move his hand between them, and he groans against Levi's lips when he first touches him and then pops the button of his fly. His cock pushes out of the gap in his pants, aided by both gravity and Erwin pushing his hips forward, and he shoves it into Levi's hand. They're only separated by the thin fabric layer of Erwin's underwear now, and Erwin drops his head down to rest on the pillow next to Levi's ear. He's panting through his mouth, his entire body trembling and keyed up, and his hand clenches into a fist against the mattress.
"Levi, please..."
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Date: 2023-12-06 02:54 am (UTC)He scrapes nails lightly at the soft fuzz of hair at the back of Erwin's neck, nuzzles against his cheek and loses a sharp exhale when Erwin pleads and says his name like that. The sound seems to tingle all down his spine, making him shiver and something stir low in his own belly. He can feel some arousal happening, but it's easy enough to ignore in favor of Erwin pushing his barely covered cock into his hand. It's not the best angle for it, especially given the size difference between them, Levi can really only barely reach him.
"Come here," he instructs gently, voice coming out a little rougher than he expects, and guides Erwin a little closer. He'll have to arch his back to shift forward. It'd be more comfortable for them both on his back, but truthfully, Levi gets the impression that it won't take much.
After a bit, Erwin is close enough that Levi can rub his palm along his length, feel the shape of him just beneath the fabric. He swears under his breath, licks his lips, feeling his heart beating heavily. And then he slides his hand past cloth to find heated, silky skin. A thick dampness greets his palm as precome smears against his hand. It should be disgusting, but instead it's just stupidly hot, to feel physical proof of just how far gone Erwin is already.
"Fuck Erwin-" his voice is hoarse as he rubs his palm slowly along every inch he can reach, carefully wraps his fingers around thickness of him and feels a very distinct twinge between his own legs.
Levi gives a few inexperienced, but experimental tugs, careful not to be too rough.
"C'mon...Commander..."
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Date: 2023-12-08 12:39 pm (UTC)Erwin grunts softly and squirms upwards at Levi's instructions. Levi could tell him to do almost anything right now, and Erwin would obey without question. It's not often that he gets to let go like this, to let someone else take the reins and guide him; it's so hard for him to cede control. There needs to be a deep trust built up for him to even consider it. With Levi, like this, it comes naturally, without Erwin even thinking about it.
He pants, open-mouthed, into Levi's ear as Levi swears quietly and then gets his hand inside Erwin's pants. The feel of his hand on him has Erwin shuddering, his entire body gone tight and aching with need, and it's a physical battle to not explode immediately.
Then Levi starts urging him onward, and Erwin is rendered helpless, all his resistances crumbling like sandcastles built along the shore.
"Levi, I'm... I'm..."
That's all the warning Levi is going to get, before Erwin is shivering helplessly and coming into his hand.
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Date: 2023-12-09 04:06 am (UTC)A strange feeling seems to come over him, a tingling in his limbs and fingers and toes, almost as though he'd been the one who'd orgasmed. Levi turns his face to press into Erwin's cheek, breathing, holding, taking in the scent and the feeling of...everything, in this moment. He leaves a kiss at the corner of his lips, on his cheek, his jaw, his brow, his nose, and finally seeks his lips. When his mind catches up, he'll be sure to get Erwin to collapse not directly on top of him so as not to cement them together with the mess rapidly cooling on his skin. The more time passes, the more he becomes aware of it on his stomach, chest, between his fingers.
"Hey," he mumbles softly, bumping their noses together. "Still with me?"
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Date: 2023-12-09 05:48 pm (UTC)Slowly, the world is creeping back in. The aftershocks of his orgasm are dying away, and Erwin focuses his eyes down the length of his nose so he can see Levi.
"Yes." His breath comes out in a rumbling sigh. "Still with you. Always."
With that, Erwin slowly crumples over onto his right side, landing next to Levi on the bed. Even as content and empty-headed as he is right now, he knows Levi wouldn't want him falling on him and spreading his come around.
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Date: 2023-12-10 09:32 pm (UTC)Of course, always.
He tries to make that collapse a little easier, guiding him down and shuffling pillows around so as not to put too much pressure on the stump. Eventually, one-handed himself (because he can't touch anything until he's clean, and that needs to be soon, holding the soiled hand a little away form himself and focusing on Erwin more than the voice in his head telling him to scrub), he gets Erwin situated more comfortably. Sitting beside him, he drops a soft kiss to the top of his head, brushing blonde hair away from his face with his clean hand.
"Feel better?" Levi asks quietly, looking down at him. He...looks better. Relaxed, in a very different way than he has previously.
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Date: 2023-12-12 04:22 pm (UTC)Erwin makes a long, affirmative humming noise in response to Levi's question before looking up at him with hazy, blissed out eyes. "Yes." He presses another kiss to Levi's hand before releasing him. "Go get cleaned up, then come back?"
Levi did the dirty work today and got splattered, and Erwin knows that must be bothering him. Hopefully his washing won't take long and he can come back and cuddle for awhile afterwards, before Erwin falls asleep.
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Date: 2023-12-13 12:21 am (UTC)Something almost like a smile flickers on his face before he leans in and drops a soft, grateful kiss to Erwin's forehead.
"Okay..." Another follows for good measure, as he mumbles into blonde hair. "Thanks." He doesn't need permission to go, but it's everything just to have that understanding even so.
He slips away, glancing back at Erwin once with an unreadable expression and a funny feeling in his chest, and goes to wash. He'd prefer a shower, but even with his expedited routine, he doesn't want to keep Erwin waiting too long. So he just scrubs thoroughly at all of his skin, strips his remaining clothing to wash and pulls on something more comfortable - one of Erwin's shirts, in fact, buttoned only halfway.
Eventually, Levi returns to Erwin - his Commander, his lover, his husband - bringing a warm damp cloth in case there's anything he missed, and offers it as he settles next to him on the bed, half propped with pillows against the headboard.
"Hey..."
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Date: 2023-12-15 04:57 pm (UTC)"Hi." Levi, what are you doing leaning against the headboard? Erwin reaches for him, with the clear intent to pull him down and against his chest.
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Date: 2023-12-16 04:11 am (UTC)So fine, he sets it off to the side with their shirts - he can wash everything later - and lets Erwin tug him down. He'd had more intention to wait until Erwin fell asleep and then go about his night until he is actually ready for bed...
...but no, this is nice, especially because it's become no secret between them that he loves to bury his face in Erwin's chest. Which he does now, happily, and holds him close.
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Date: 2023-12-16 03:38 pm (UTC)Erwin makes a soft, happy purring sound when Levi joins him, and he wraps his arm tight around Levi's shoulders. He's well aware that Levi will probably get up and do other things for awhile, but Erwin appreciates him sticking around as he drifts off. This time, Levi shouldn't be too inconvenienced; Erwin can already feel sleep tugging him down.
"Should do that again sometime." He plants a kiss on the top of Levi's head.
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Date: 2023-12-16 05:47 pm (UTC)