Levi catches that flush, and there's a pang in his chest when Erwin turns away.
I wasn't sure it would, again.
Oh.
For someone who rarely experiences sexual interest, it still never occurred to him that most people who do could have it just...stop. From the sound of it, it wasn't something that Erwin had expected either way. It can be strange and jarring, when your body doesn't react how you're used to, in either direction.
He's silent a moment, and then leans close again to leave a soft kiss at the corner of Erwin's lips, hoping to coax him back again. If that isn't enough, he'll shift a hand to set a gentle palm to Erwin's cheek to turn his face back, and nuzzle their foreheads together.
"Let me help," he mumbles lowly between them. "I-..." He lets out a breath, hands pressing against Erwin's neck to dissuade him from going anywhere. "I haven't. With anyone. So I-..."
Fuck. It's Levi's turn for a flush to blossom over his face, ears growing warm. But this close, Erwin at least can't see it right away. It's not something he's admitted - to anyone, really, content to let people make their assumptions and not correct them either way. It feels stupid to be embarrassed about it even so, but it's only fair for Erwin to know what he's in for. He knows plenty of the theoretical and mechanical how, he's just never really had to put any of it into practice. Certainly never on another person.
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Date: 2023-10-14 04:57 am (UTC)I wasn't sure it would, again.
Oh.
For someone who rarely experiences sexual interest, it still never occurred to him that most people who do could have it just...stop. From the sound of it, it wasn't something that Erwin had expected either way. It can be strange and jarring, when your body doesn't react how you're used to, in either direction.
He's silent a moment, and then leans close again to leave a soft kiss at the corner of Erwin's lips, hoping to coax him back again. If that isn't enough, he'll shift a hand to set a gentle palm to Erwin's cheek to turn his face back, and nuzzle their foreheads together.
"Let me help," he mumbles lowly between them. "I-..." He lets out a breath, hands pressing against Erwin's neck to dissuade him from going anywhere. "I haven't. With anyone. So I-..."
Fuck. It's Levi's turn for a flush to blossom over his face, ears growing warm. But this close, Erwin at least can't see it right away. It's not something he's admitted - to anyone, really, content to let people make their assumptions and not correct them either way. It feels stupid to be embarrassed about it even so, but it's only fair for Erwin to know what he's in for. He knows plenty of the theoretical and mechanical how, he's just never really had to put any of it into practice. Certainly never on another person.
So he just might need a little guidance.